Gold Roses

Once again here is another "song" of mine. It is not good nor is it special, I am just having a terrible day and trying to think of what to post about. I know I am not a professional musician or anything thing. I also know I am not really good at this but hey, in music there are not right or wrong answers or feelings.

Alone on a downhill spiral,
There is no turning back because there is no one else
I do not know what to do
I cannot breathe or see anything through
I am dying faster than normal

How do I live or fix myself
What do I do with no help
Every hidden minute there is a tear
Wish I had someone here
Just one person who cares

Faking, the daily image
It is not an easy thing to do
All alone trying to find a way to salvage
The Broken and the Burnt
 Dust of the the shadows
No place for me

How do I live or fix myself
What do I do with no help
Every hidden minute there is a tear
Wish I had someone here
Just one person who cares

I have not a damn clue 

Barely breathing

Yet still alive

Wanting to give up so badly 

But fighting to try

How do I know its working

How is there a chance

I do not know if I am done here

Have not found IT yet

How do I live or fix myself
What do I do with no help
Every hidden minute there is a tear
Wish I had someone here
Just one person who cares

Maybe one day.

Not Always What They Seem

For many o' time, from city to continent, people have always judged books by their covers. Yesterday while I was at work, on some down time, I overheard the music that one of my bosses was listening to at it just so happened to be "Love Me" by Lil Wayne. Which shocked me, if you look at this girl she looks like one of those boyband Taylor Swift fake pop music kind of girl. No. She is not.

She listens to rap music and can rap very well actually. She listens to Skrillex. SHE LISTENS TO SKRILLEX!!! That is a huge deal to me because only the coolest of the cool knows who Skrillex is. And when I asked her about it, she said "Yeah? Who doesn't?"

Long story short she is my new favorite person.

Anyway, people have judged other people forever. Everything I mentioned about Kelsi I have gotten the same thing, so I understand. In another blog you can see what I mean. When people ask the question "What kind of music do you listen to?" I always answer everything because its true. I will not say I dont like one thing. You can always find something.

Maybe if people listened to each others music before talking or becoming friends people would get a long better. For example, if someone listens to very depressing music but acts happy, if another person going through something similar hears, the people will have an unspoken connection and can help said person.

Music is the number two unity of entertainment next to literature. Do not waste it. Music does not just define a nation or generation, it defines a purpose. Music is another term for knowledge. You learn so much about people from what they listen to or how they listen to the music. Whether they listen to the beat or the lyrics or even if they think music is just noise. You can ALWAYS learn something and you can ALWAYS connect with the person.
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